Friday 21st of January 2005

The unstoppable time

Sad as it may be, I can’t stop time just yet, and today it takes it’s toll again for providing me with the privilege of the ride of life.

Whenever i think about how it would be after my body ceases to function completely and never again shall blood be pumped into my nether regions (how it would feel to me), I get this.. “void” feeling that gives me the shivers (I don’t believe in any sweet-life-after dead thingymajiggy). Honestly, it’s hard to describe, but it’s a very scary feeling that makes me want to quickly change the line of thought I’m having and then I start chanting in my own head “think about something else, think about something else“.

We either mock or deny what we don’t understand (and hence -fear) and I’m going for the latter on this one. Could be worse i guess, I don’t see the shame in respecting what is greater than me, but it still upsets me and I guess humbles me that I still have this “fear” -and that it is able to get the best of me like on the first forsaken day I decided to think about it all.

Right, so, as much as I’d like it differently, today is my birthday, and like hell I’m going to allow anything or anyone spoil it. :p ¡Fiesta!

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